When will there ever be a rainbow?
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Siti Zahina. forever craving for chocolates and desserts. loves wifeyy, friends, && JUSTIN BIEBER! likes blue colour, an Audi R8, cookiemonsterr!

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Friday, June 4, 2010, 12:16 AM
i dont know.

i really dont know for how long im gonna go through this and when it'll end. i guess its a test from above. i have yet to turn sixteen and right now, i have to go through this. it looks like im going through this with them. but seriously, im going through it alone. all the different emotions that i have to face and what my heart really wants to say, nobody can ever understand that. only God knows. i also feel so helpless and useless. i hope that im able to overcome this obstacle and do well for my Ns. im missing school just to settle this. and there's also some people who is rubbing salt to my wound. to those people, im sorry, i do not have time for your brilliant opinions and pleasant words. besides, i dont even give a damn!
anyway, i hope perseverance, courage and faith is enough to overcome this obstacle. people who i love. i just feel that you all are really blinded. youre not doing much at all. i seriously cant stand this. i have no choice and there's nothing i can do. im going crazy. gosh.

i get reminded of___. hmm, ___ is happy now i guess. yay! hope they'll last long!

thanks wifeyy for making me smile and cheering me up! you must take good care of yourself and always be happy kayy! (: love you wife!