im really afraid of whats gonna happen next. im running in a circle and it has yet to end. who knows what will happen in a few hours time? maybe minutes? ive got to be prepared for the worse. im really afraid, scared. freaking out. i dont wanna go through it again. my exams are coming. theres really too much on my mind. who can i trust fully? they've put me in a spot to go through this, can i still trust them? How do i trust? God, please give me the strength, faith and perseverance to go through this once more. Amin.
